37 Days till my 40th Birthday!!!!

I swear it was only yesterday I was celebrating 30. Lol Wishful thinking!!!

So the countdown really begins.

Here's hoping to a great lead in to entering a new decade.

Thought of you today

I thought of you today, but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday and days before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name. All I have is memories and a picture in a frame. Your memory is a keepsake in which I'll never part. God has you in his keeping, I have you in my heart....

RIP Avo

Fat, Ugly and a Bitch

So recently I was called a Fat, Ugly, Bitch. Some may take that offensively and I, well here are my thoughts on that.

1. I never said I wasn’t fat. But I’m in the process of making that change.
2. Bitch? I never said I wasn’t and honestly will be the first one to tell you that I am.
3. Ugly? To be honest I don’t think I’m ugly at all.

Ugly is the attitude in which I was told these things. Ugly is the fact that the person who called me these names had to hide behind an anonymous screen name. Said person usually does this on a regular basis. Anyone that has to tear someone down so that they can feel empowered or strong is nothing but pathetic. It’s that kind of ugly attitude that makes people feel nothing for you.

So you may feel those things for me but heres the thing. I can change my weight, I can even be less bitchy if I so choose but you will always have the ugliest attitude and be surrounded by complete negativity. No one wants to be around that kind of ugly.

So hate me, dislike me or whatever. I rightly don’t care, what remorse, guilt I had has been diminished by the childishness that has gone on over the last few months. Enjoy your life and move on like the rest of us.